Here we go again!

Well, it's official, we aren't getting that house. The hubby and I signed the release on Tuesday and the seller signed it yesterday making it official. :-(


I feel as if I am in mourning. It is really sad loosing it. After looking at so many homes and finally finding ONE that you could see yourself in and then loosing it, is heart breaking. We keep wondering if we did the right thing or not. 


Monday I have a personal day, so we are going to look at other places with our realtor. We have already made a list of what we would like to see, but I just don't feel very positive about any of them. I think it is going to be really hard because we liked this house so much, it is going to be hard to compare. 


And it isn't just the house that we lost. We lost about $1,000 and so much time! Our apartment complex requires 60 day notice if we will not be renewing our lease and the 60 day mark is right around the corner. 


I'm not sure what we are going to do. Keep looking? Buy? Or rent for another year? It is all so stressful and my sleep was filled with dreams and nightmares last night. These are the parts of being an adult that I do not like at all!